Re: I need a job
I am assuming that you spelled your name right, however, you missed about everything else. I would get something with spell check or a dictionaryaand start filling out applications with boat companies, paying particular attention to the need to repress any urges to speak like you type... Just in case you do arrange an interview. You will be paid the day rate they pay, no reason to work for free or sound desperate or work a never ending hitch. Even if you don't want to go home your shipmates with still want you leave, maybe more than you can imagine. That's about all the help I can offer at this point. Good luck.
The time for taking all measures for a ship's safety is while still able to do so. Nothing is more dangerous than for a seaman to be grudging in taking precautions lest they turn out to have been unnecessary. Safety at sea for a thousand years has depended on exactly the opposite philosophy.